Saturday, April 17, 2010

Funny Thing About Love...

I’m so in love and it’s been almost tow years of bliss for my boyfriend and I. Yet, I have some conflicting emotions. I love him but I’m coming to terms with the fact that relationships take work. In less than two months we’re moving in together and I feel like a part of me is going away. Or am I just being selfish? I love him and our relationship but sometimes I get nervous about moving forward. Are we really meant to be forever? Am I wrong to even have these thoughts? He makes me happy on so many levels. The idea of living with someone (your significant other) means you’re no longer living a life about you. There is no such thing as “going back to my place”.

Everything will work out; I’m just having a few jitters and experiencing some light turbulence on our journey through life. It does feel good to be loved and to be with someone who you know at the end of the day has your back no matter what…

I Love You!!

5 comments:

T.C. said...

i think its not that easy to find good people in this world so if you have a good man that loves you and you love back HOLD ON TO HIM!

with that being said your thoughts are natural its hard to go what 29 - 30 years alone doing you and blind with someone else...so take your time

i know you two will work it out

chele said...

Sounds like you two are moving in the right direction. It's a big step so I think what your feeling is normal.

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Stephen said...

So here i am just browsing along and i come up on your post...i'm guy and i have little experience with what your dealing with but...i can say. moving in together is a HUGE step. and i would say if you have doubts about it... then it's a simple no. if you wanted him to move in with you and he had doubts... would you want him to move in? it's not something you should go into without being 100% AND if you dont move in with him that doesn't mean your relationship is over? it just need time to grow...

hope i helped.

1sttime2010 said...

You are definitely not alone. If you look at the My First Time blog you'll see that many women are afraid to give themselves up, or let themselves go to be with a man. Some do it too easily and others build up barriers to their heart. It's difficult, but moving forward is often worth the risk

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