I swear time flies in bloggerville. There’s absolutely way too much information to catch up on but I’ll write this post in a reflective tone.
It’s been officially confirmed that haters will always exist and will become even more apparent when you are on the verge of greatness. My two managers have banned together to attempt to bring me down. I find it rather amusing that they need to rub their limited brain cells together just to come up with ¼ of a plan to attempt to block my blessings. Have we not learned that no man is in control of anyone’s destiny? Their management style (or lack thereof) is draped in the theme of “DO AS I SAY AND NOT AS I DO.” They gave me a bullshit “review” last week and everything they claim were areas I “needed to work on” was the exact shit they do on a daily basis.
It’s particularly hard to not get pissed off when leaders actually think this a proper way of leading. If I see you slacking off and not giving a damn, why the hell would I? The only reason this is not true as far as I am concern is because I care about my professionalism and work ethics.
They have both equally talked shit about me behind my back to anyone within office who will listen (mind you its only 4 people that may entertain this nonsense). Yet, I am expected to come to work everyday and pretend I don’t know your many faces. My biggest issue is the fact that these are grown ass women (one near 40 and the other is 30). In my opinion the time that is vested in “trying” to make my life hell, should be put to better use.
The bottom line is twiddle dee& dumb are upset because I don’t want to be a part of the “clique” any more; mainly because we have nothing in common at the end of the day. However, just because I don’t want to merge my personal life with yours doesn’t mean we can’t have a positive and productive working relationship. The fact of the matter is you’re hating because your lives are a freaking train wreck and rather then woman up and fix the problems in your life, you want to try and make my life hell (think again stupids). I swear it’s like high school around this camp. In the mean time, I will keep doing me (getting better) and I know this too shall pass very soon.
Is outstanding, this is my balance and sanity. It’s funny how difficult it is to have all aspects of your life panning out well (or is that even possible, lol). I met My Guy’s brother last week for the first time. This is my first family member meeting. I actually enjoyed meeting his brother. I was warned beforehand that he’s the type of guy you either love or hate. I must say I understand why, he’s an extremely blunt and straight to the point kind of guy. I can see how some maybe offended by his personality, but I love real and honest people and will take that any day.
My Guy’s birthday is on the 15th and I am still trying to figure out how I want to celebrate his day. He warned me not to go all out, and I won’t (hell I am on a budget). But I so want it to be special and I know special doesn’t mean expensive. He LOVES golf (like a crack head who loves crack). I think I want to buy us some tee time on a nice course and make him play golf with me, lol. So I am thinking dinner and me the evening of his bday (Saturday) and golf all day Sunday.
I am digging my program. It’s funny how I am the “token” at my school’s department. I have photos plastered everywhere of me from the website, literature, and posters sized pictures hanging in the hallways. The only problem is they’re not asking for my approval and the photos suck, lol. But at any rate I am having a blast, and this is also an outlet for me to deal with my corporate plantation.