Sunday, October 12, 2008

Looks like Sunday Loving for Me...

So I am knocked out on my sofa around 9:45pm this evening and I don’t know how I woke up and saw my phone going off (its always on vibrate) and to my surprise its My Guy. He’s on his way to my house as I type this. He wanted to see me, because he misses me.

Its because of shit like this, I am so messed up in the head when it comes to him. I love him so much that I am almost afraid of fucking things up (if that makes sense). I don’t necessarily mean breaking his heart due to infidelity or lying but I just want to make sure I remain rational and stop thinking the worst of every possible situation. How about the lost art of thinking of the other person’s perspective?

Okay, I am going to get ready for My Guy now… ☺

11 comments:

j.a.c. said...

=) See!! Patience my dear!

Eb the Celeb said...

yeah we do have a way of messing ish up when its all good... or just overanalyzing situations... I say just live in the moment without inhibition... good luck missy

PreciousGem-Refinement in Progress said...

Whatever you do, always enjoy the moment. This is the gift and curse of smart women, looking at everything as a potential red flag or reason to bail out. You know your truth and your heart will tell you what's what...for now, enjoy the moment, if not for you, do it for me<:) I'm learning this too.

Hawa Bond said...

This is the gift and curse of smart women, looking at everything as a potential red flag or reason to bail out.

OMG. You ain't never lied!

I always had a lot of respect for those who really live the art of "taking one day at a time" and "taking life as it comes." I adopted some of that art, but I think I have a long way to go. LOL

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DiamondsR4eva said...

awww I'm so jelly yet so happy for you :-)

T.C. said...

i definitely agree with the gift and the curse but he really sounds like an awesome dude...who clearly does care about your needs and feelings...so patience will take you a long way...enjoy each and every moment honey

Attorneymom said...

Hey, Hawa. I have come out of short retirement. LOL.

Brotha Buck said...

Have fun. Don't let worry steal your joy.

Miss Definitely Maybe said...

You wont mess it up, usually a good man brings out the good in us, so there wouldnt be any opportunities for you to mess it up even if you tried....jus live for the moment and relish in the knowledge that someone truly loves you

wynsters the tigress said...

overthinking is overrated...although i overindulge in it all too often :-/

i say, just enjoy!

Blu Jewel said...

as i said before, just let it be. why let the race horse out of the stall and then try to pull it back. just go with what's happening. don't think; just be.

love!

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