So I emailed the following to My Guy just now:
I was thinking about a few items you said over lunch today. The things that have you a little down, believe me I understand where your frustration is coming from. At least once a month I go through my “funk” period where I feel like a hamster spinning in a wheel leading no where and as much as I bitch and complain; I try to think about the few blessings I’ve experienced within the past 8 months. One thing I promised myself is to never let any year go by without progress.
My professional life may not be exactly the way I want it as of today but my personal life couldn’t be better (corny part).Since you’ve been in my life, I’ve realized how empty I was even though I thought I was totally fulfilled. If I can find happiness in a person I freaking met over the internet than surely other aspects of my life will fall into place in due time. It’s never on MY time, but it’s always on time. I want you to know that I think you’re an awesome man on so many levels. You bring so much joy to my heart, my life, and my spirit. You are by far one of the greatest fathers I’ve come to know (next to my daddy and my brother). I can only pray that I am blessed to have a child with a man like you.
So the next time you’re feeling down (and this goes for me as well), think about a special moment we shared. Chin up baby and smile, because I’m always here.