Thursday, July 03, 2008

My Guy & I…

So we had our third date last night. We did happy hour with a few of my friends and it was a great evening. I have to confess I am diggin’ this guy in a major way. My Guy (this is his nickname) is everything I could ask for and then some. While some critics may say I am moving way too fast, I say fasten your seatbelt and enjoy a great ride. How could I fall for a guy so fast? (the nerve) I immediately think of that song by Deborah Cox “Nobody’s Suppose To Be Here”. What part of the game is this? What happened to all of my rules as it relates to new men entering my life? I guess there are truly exceptions to every rule. Do I entertain these rules for ego purposes and miss out on a chance of having a great guy?

My instinct about a man hasn’t kicked in this overbearing in awhile (if ever). Everything about us feels so natural and so right. I have a permanent smile whenever I think of him or in his company. When I am with him it’s as if no one or anything matters, it’s all about us. I can’t recall the last time I’ve felt like this. I admit I am scared, but I never let fear be a determining factor in any other part of my life so why chance it on love?

I see myself being with this guy, and it hasn’t even been a week. He consumes my every thought and I walk around with a radiant glow because he’s given me something I thought I didn’t need or wanted in my life right now. I want to feel special to someone. I want to laugh and be myself with that special person. I want that person to love me for me. I feel like anything is possible since he’s entered my life. Regardless of how this chapter plays out, I do know that “it factor” can be experienced at any phase of a relationship. He mentioned something to me last night that stuck in my mind. He told me to trust and have faith in my feelings, and to not be afraid to fly. It looks like I am ready to take that leap into the unknown with a guy I am totally smitten with.

7 comments:

lovelyjd said...

I am so excited for you! And so inspired...enjoy yourself!

Moody Gemini said...

Congrats & keep that lovin' feelin'!

YoungBlackBeauty said...

I thin it is wonderful that you have such strong feelings, its a good sign. Despite what people say, follow your own feelings, why not enjoy when its right in front of you?

T.C. said...

yes sit back and enjoy the ride...i remember when that happened to me...me and him meet, and went on our first date the same night! it was awesome you know! love can take years, months, days, hours, and sometimes if we are lucky enough only moments! so enjoy it sweetie! you are a smart woman you know what you like, and what you want, that's a gift that most of us would LOVE to have...so just follow your heart, listen to your instincts and BE HAPPY! you deserve it

Ms. Confessions said...

Lovely- Thanks for the love! Its truly and breath of fresh air, that I am enjoying one day at a time :)

Moody- Thank you!!!

Young- My thoughts/feeling

t.c.- thank you babygirl!!!

Blu Jewel said...

Enjoy the ride and all the wind that's blowing in your hair. Don't second guess yourself and take this experience and cherish it for what it is. We never know when love will walk through your door and when it does, you have to hold it and follow it where it leads you.

I'm experiencing a "how can it be" feeling myself right now and it's both scary and amazing, but I'm allowing it to be.

Continued blessings.

Love!

j.a.c. said...

You're consumed with him and I'm consumed by your posts!! Girl. I'm loving this! I am newly single so I must live vicariously through you. Go 'head girl!! Enjoy the ride!

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