So we had our third date last night. We did happy hour with a few of my friends and it was a great evening. I have to confess I am diggin’ this guy in a major way. My Guy (this is his nickname) is everything I could ask for and then some. While some critics may say I am moving way too fast, I say fasten your seatbelt and enjoy a great ride. How could I fall for a guy so fast? (the nerve) I immediately think of that song by Deborah Cox “Nobody’s Suppose To Be Here”. What part of the game is this? What happened to all of my rules as it relates to new men entering my life? I guess there are truly exceptions to every rule. Do I entertain these rules for ego purposes and miss out on a chance of having a great guy?
My instinct about a man hasn’t kicked in this overbearing in awhile (if ever). Everything about us feels so natural and so right. I have a permanent smile whenever I think of him or in his company. When I am with him it’s as if no one or anything matters, it’s all about us. I can’t recall the last time I’ve felt like this. I admit I am scared, but I never let fear be a determining factor in any other part of my life so why chance it on love?
I see myself being with this guy, and it hasn’t even been a week. He consumes my every thought and I walk around with a radiant glow because he’s given me something I thought I didn’t need or wanted in my life right now. I want to feel special to someone. I want to laugh and be myself with that special person. I want that person to love me for me. I feel like anything is possible since he’s entered my life. Regardless of how this chapter plays out, I do know that “it factor” can be experienced at any phase of a relationship. He mentioned something to me last night that stuck in my mind. He told me to trust and have faith in my feelings, and to not be afraid to fly. It looks like I am ready to take that leap into the unknown with a guy I am totally smitten with.